“I feel good. I knew that I would” go the words to the song.
Today I feel good. I’m not sure I knew that I would – my mood continues to change from day to day with no discernible pattern. It’s unsettling but I’m trying to go with it and as time goes on the good days are definitely outnumbering the less good – I try not to think of them as bad.
Today though, I feel good.
Today Mr So and I are celebrating our 18th wedding anniversary. This is the first celebration since I got sober. He sent me beautiful flowers with a lovely message saying how proud he is of me. Let’s just say my reaction was very emotional. He is also sober and really keen on Becks Blue so I bought him a case of alcohol free beer.
This evening we will celebrate with virgin mojitos – my current tipple of choice. A year ago it would have been a bottle or two (at least) of champagne which I would have downed so quickly I would hardly have tasted, let alone savoured it. If I am honest I didn’t care in the slightest what I was drinking.
“I feel nice. Like sugar and spice. So nice, so nice. I got you.”
So the song continues.
Happy Anniversary Mr So. Xxx