Tonight I am going to the support group for the first time. I am nervous but also excited. I hope it works out. I hope they like me. I hope I have something to offer. I don’t want to just take, take, take.
I hope they don’t think I’ve been making a fuss about nothing and don’t really have a serious problem with alcohol. I look OK now. I’ve been sober for 190 days. I’ve done it pretty much on my own (in terms of real life support). I’ve got lots of tools in my sober toolbox – why do I need any more ?
If this doesn’t work out I don’t know what I’ll do. I am determined not to drink. Perhaps just cross that bridge if I need to.
Wish me luck !! xx