Buzz, buzz, buzz relentlessly. It’s driving me mad.
Someone has lied to me. This person made a mistake but didn’t realise it at first. Then, when they realised, they changed their original account to convieniently “erase” the mistake. I’ll say it – they LIED.
The potential fall out from the error is significant but as I know about it and it’s early days, it can be sorted. The lying is a different thing altogether. The person concerned isnt saying anything – they have not even acknowledged that their story has changed. They are keeping their head down and ignoring the issue. When I asked them why something I have found doesn’t tie in with what they have said, their response was “I don’t know. How strange”. I feel like the bad guy, making a fuss about nothing. This has made me doubt myself. Am I wrong, am I going mad, losing it ?
I can’t stand lying. I just can’t bear it.
I suppose this is entirely my problem. I have pushed to have the lying looked into and addressed but I am not sure how I will handle it if the liar gets away with it. I don’t know whether my relationship with the individual concerned can continue. But if that happens I will have to put up and shut up.
As well as this issue which is rumbling along in the background, I have had a hard week at work. I have been busy and I have had to carry out tasks well outside my comfort zone.
Tomorrow is Monday which means back to work. I feel sick when I think about the liar and how they are making me feel. And all the time they appear to be oblivious to all the upset they are causing.
A Sunday night like this would have been prime time to buddy up big time with my old best friend Sauvignon Blanc. But I don’t do that nowadays. Thing is how do I get the bee in my bonnet to buzz off and leave me in peace ? X